Kutu

I am going to join kutu, with my mother. It is one of those things that I like to do. And I will have some extra money. I have been browsing the embroidery sites. My embroidery is not very good.

It is okay but with some more effort it will be good. Today I made a cheese cake. It is okay , since I have not done any cake. My brother Mal, used to make the cake last time.

Tomorrow will be the first day of the year . A new year. I have not thought of new resolution. I want to stay at home. My parents will come back from Jakarta tomorrow night. I have been looking at my mother's photo . I think that she had eaten the bee supplement . She looks good now. Perhaps because things are getting better. I have been browsing the cosmeticdatabase.com yesterday with my sister. Nas. I would have to cancel buying a soap of bar. I have pigmentation on my cheeks . The cost for laser is RM 2900.00 , I asked the other day.

Mugged

Of all the things that happened , I was mugged today. I came back from an interview. As I was walking a motorcycle came from the back and just jostled me with a stick until my tudong was removed. I was so scared, he looked at me and I just realised that I was mugged. It was 12.00 noon, and I just go to a house .Ready to scream , he just disappeared and luckily my mother's friend who was my former employee drove in front. Actually , I didn't realise it was her until she was near.
What a horrible experience !!! I think he wanted to grab any necklace but I had worn a baju -kurong with hides my necklace. Thank god. If I had used my new linen blouse, I think I would have kissed my necklace and neck good bye.
It has been a trying day and I think I will stick to my first plan. Do something at home. I think it is no use trying to back to work. It just does not click anymore. Let me just think of something to
occupy myself. Baking cakes is expensive . Besides cakes have to be tasty , although that I think I could bake cakes. I think I will give it a pass. I still like to cook but not as a career.
Perhaps I should listen to my feelings, my intuition and to trust myself. I am at an age that I should think for myself. I feel very bad . I went to report the mugging. Now I am scared to go the shops at noon.

To work

To work or not to work .That is the question. I have bills to pay. For my house. Some things to buy. Like a book or some little things to spend on. I have decided to find work because the stall is not making enough money.
I have bought two pieces of linen and I had made two blouses. One pastel pink and bright green. My sisters are here .We are celebrating my niece's Mariam 10th ,my brother Mal and my father's 72nd birthday. My father had landed me a job, I had send my resume. I am afraid to go to work but then I have worked for my husband. I guess I am apprehensive, if it doesn't go on well. I am such a pessimist.

Lazy Days

I am at work again. This is yo-yo days for me. There are somethings to do at work. I earn some money. I have stopped embroidering . I did make a rose. It is a very nice hobby . I would love to buy an A-Z book on embroidery. There are two books in Bahasa Malaysia. My niece was asking my mother to buy her a cross stitch the other day when she was around. My sister Yati also is very good at cross stitch and beading.

I am having problem with this computer. I use to think of Comel when I was alone. I dreamt of feeding my cats but when I woke up I felt very sad when I realised that they are dead ... I feel that I do not want any more cats. I don't have money to bring them to the vets. I woke up late to feed them. I cannot feed them properly. I felt very sad about it but I love these lovely creatures.

Life at the stall is hectic from 1.00 - 3.00 p.m. It is sale time. I have bought an English style bed sheet set. It has been quite awhile since I bought nice beddings. I am eyeing an Akemi bed set. It is wonderful to sleep in pure cotton at night. I want to paint the furniture white. Some romantic wall paper and it would be a bliss to sleep at night. Not to forget some wonderful aroma from

real essential oil.